Feb
28th
Sat
28th
What the Heck
I’m so messed up.
Every time I describe you, I hate the person I’m talking about. But every time you’re within touching distance, I’m painfully enamored.
I’m taking this secret blog as a chance to get it all out there. If someone finds this blog, then whoop-de-doo, you know my secrets now. I don’t know why I have this big desire to have thigns be the way it used to be, why I can’t just be happy with what I have now. I have a Prince Charming-esque boyfriend, who I cannot find a flaw in, but yet I still miss what I used to have, my old “Prince.” Why? I have no idea. But I do. And I ache for it everyday. I don’t even know who he is now, he’s changed so much. But all I want to do it go back a year.